One year after another year, every times when year-end's drawing near, my fear will automatically creep-out from no where... Being a teacher really isn't easy. Being a tuition teacher (for me only), is worst... (no matter how I like this job), I had to face the reality that my students will graduate and will say sayonara to me... I will have to face this cruel 'departure' of my students and worst, hear from them no more...
Another thing--- money. Em... even though I'm not the bread-winner in my family, I still don't like this feeling... The feeling of no money, the feeling of jobless, the feeling of.... whatever that matters... =S AND I believe nobody likes this kind of feeling as me... =.=
Whenever year-end comes, I'll ask myself what to do, where to get new students and money, where to go, etc... In the end, I got no answers to these questions.... However, these questions haunted me like shadows every year again and again!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG @_@
But no matter what, I won't say myself pathetic coz I'm not pathetic at all... There are people out there more pathetic than I'm but still face their lives bravely... All I can say is.... LIFE IS FULL OF UNPREDICTABILITY!!!!!................. =.=
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