13 days after auntie left...

13 days after auntie left...

I still miss auntie a lot but I tried to keep myself occupied in order not to miss her too much.
I did a lot of house chores, I kept myself busy with computer games, I watched lot of dramas, etc...

However, when I came across the familiar dramas that I used to watch with auntie (Lucky stars, 3 daddies and 1 mummy, woman of steel, I must success, etc...) I would think of auntie.
When came to breakfast, lunch and dinner time, I would think of auntie's delicious food.
When my baby needed to drink milk, needed to take bath, bedtime, I would think of auntie.

I keep telling myself it's ok. Auntie stays quite near (Pontian), I can go visiting her whenever she is available and I'm free. In this way, my heart will feel better.. However, why did I still feel a lack of something? Why did I still feel depress? Why did I still feel my house is missing somebody? Haiz~~~~~~~~~

If only time can turn back, how I wished I could be like my son, so carefree, so innocent, so~~~~ cute... And most of all, auntie is still at my house, accompanying me... XD

Not Used To .... =S

Just as suddenly when everythings back to normal, I'm really not quite used to it. I'm not used of having 2 children, I'm not used of having flat tummy, I'm not used of having to wake up early now, I'm not used of staying at home all day looking after the children and most important, I'm not used of auntie not around me, helping me and taking care of me and my children. I really missed the confinement period where auntie was around helping me, taking care of me, and chatting with me to kill the bore (after birth woman usually faced). Sometimes when doing chores or watching the dramas I used to watch with auntie, I'll think of her. I really really do miss her a lot. I wonder what she's been doing lately. I remembered she said she'll be going for a holiday this weekend. So, I guessed she must be enjoying herself now =)

Well, school holidays will end soon. My son will be going to school and I'll be going to work. I'm actually quite scared to face those after so many weeks of rest.... I scared I'm not used to it anymore... With so many not used to..... I really don't know what to do =S   

Haiz, no matter how many not used to, I still have to face the reality... However, I'll make it a habit to visit auntie at least once a year. Everythings that auntie had taught me during my confinement, I'll always remember and make them a habit as well. Thanks to auntie, my house has become more and more 'systematic', more ordered, and cleaner  =P

Xiao Bei Bei ^_^

OMG... My 2nd son is now almost 1-month-old liao ^_^ This marks the ending of my confinement period. Gosh... I'm going to miss my confinement auntie.. I miss her cooking especially... She is a wonderful and great auntie. She not only takes care of my bb well but also me as well... Thanks auntie =)

Thanks for your everythings. I really do appreciate that greatly =)

After confinement, everythings will be back for normal except there's a new family member in my house. Frankly said, I'm a bit not used to it... and a bit of unbear to let go 不舍得.

Not used because after having a big belly for bout 10 months, now back for normal, no need to go clinic or hosp for checks up, no need to fear of being overweight, n etc...

Unbear to let go because I really like my confinement auntie very much. I guess this is called fate 缘分... The fate that brought us together =)

Well, no matter how not used and how unbear to let go, I still have to do so because there's nothing in this world that never parted 天下无不散之筵席.

No matter what, I'll cherish this moment and remember this moment always =)