Music History Class...❤

It's been almost about 2 to 3 months since I was forced to stop my piano practical because my teacher was identified pregnant...

Frankly said, I didn't like the idea of not being able to attend classes and stay idling around. I do practice the pieces on my own but I don't like the idea of not having someone to tell me where my faults laid.

However, now I am happy again because I'm attending classes again =) Although I'm not learning piano practical but I'm still happy to learn something related with music - The History of Music. I'm still new thou. There is still a lot for me to learn and of course through the class, I did learn a lot =) I suddenly felt myself very ignorant to music, self-abased and ...

Anyway, my 1st assignment - Dmitri Shostakovich. Still gathering information about him and I really very like his '2nd Waltz from Suite No. 2 for Jazz Orchestra' and 'The Godfly'. Beautiful music =3 (However, the more depth I do, I somehow felt I have digress... Is this the present of unconfident??)

Looking at Mr. Shostakovich music sheet, I was totally blank... I don't know how to interpret it. I only know how to play the music... So, I'm really very poor. I don't know music at all... So, I have to work really very hard to gain more knowledge about the thing I'm doing and not only knowing the surface of things. If I really like it, I have to really get the depth of it.

OK, I will try my best although I'm still feeling self-abased especially when the present students around are all very outstanding... (I think I'm the poorest in the class...) But, I will try. Never try, never know... rite??
Wish me luck =3