Not Used To .... =S

Just as suddenly when everythings back to normal, I'm really not quite used to it. I'm not used of having 2 children, I'm not used of having flat tummy, I'm not used of having to wake up early now, I'm not used of staying at home all day looking after the children and most important, I'm not used of auntie not around me, helping me and taking care of me and my children. I really missed the confinement period where auntie was around helping me, taking care of me, and chatting with me to kill the bore (after birth woman usually faced). Sometimes when doing chores or watching the dramas I used to watch with auntie, I'll think of her. I really really do miss her a lot. I wonder what she's been doing lately. I remembered she said she'll be going for a holiday this weekend. So, I guessed she must be enjoying herself now =)

Well, school holidays will end soon. My son will be going to school and I'll be going to work. I'm actually quite scared to face those after so many weeks of rest.... I scared I'm not used to it anymore... With so many not used to..... I really don't know what to do =S   

Haiz, no matter how many not used to, I still have to face the reality... However, I'll make it a habit to visit auntie at least once a year. Everythings that auntie had taught me during my confinement, I'll always remember and make them a habit as well. Thanks to auntie, my house has become more and more 'systematic', more ordered, and cleaner  =P