13 days after auntie left...
I still miss auntie a lot but I tried to keep myself occupied in order not to miss her too much.
I did a lot of house chores, I kept myself busy with computer games, I watched lot of dramas, etc...
However, when I came across the familiar dramas that I used to watch with auntie (Lucky stars, 3 daddies and 1 mummy, woman of steel, I must success, etc...) I would think of auntie.
When came to breakfast, lunch and dinner time, I would think of auntie's delicious food.
When my baby needed to drink milk, needed to take bath, bedtime, I would think of auntie.
I keep telling myself it's ok. Auntie stays quite near (Pontian), I can go visiting her whenever she is available and I'm free. In this way, my heart will feel better.. However, why did I still feel a lack of something? Why did I still feel depress? Why did I still feel my house is missing somebody? Haiz~~~~~~~~~
If only time can turn back, how I wished I could be like my son, so carefree, so innocent, so~~~~ cute... And most of all, auntie is still at my house, accompanying me... XD
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