Surfing Facebook, searching for old friends, browsing their friends' list make me stunned and I suddenly had a feeling of... pathetic!!
I wonder what kind of person am I in the past? A monster? An annoyance? A troublemaker? A spoilsport? ... etc?? I guessed... I must have been very hateful...
Their lists are all full with our schoolmates... Schoolmates that I also knew... They still keep in touch with each other... EXCEPT me...
I still think a lot of them actually. I do miss them but to my dismay, I guessed that is all only my wishful thoughts. Silly me... @_@ They might have totally forgotten about me. They might even ask who am I? Do I know you?...
Haiz, what can I say and do? I can only accept the reality and the fact that ... I am the Forgotten One!! Just like what my student wrote, "We would not have forever friends, neither do we have forever enemies"... I think I need to "See Open A Bit"... =(

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