20 days after auntie left...

20 days after auntie left.
I still missed her. I wonder what's she been doing lately? Has she started her next job? Everytime when I went out, I would think of her saying that she needs this, she needs that. This is the thing/food she wants to buy... Sometimes, I have the urge to buy the things for her. But when I realised I wasn't staying near her neither am I going to visit her, I told myself wait... Wait till year-end when I'm free and she is available first. Haiz, she's really like a mommy to me now... I think of her just like I think of my mother. I like her and love her, just like I like my mother... =S

My bb now is about 1 and a 1/2-month-old. He's really very cute @_@

When I looked at him, all my troubles and worries disappeared. It's really good to have him and his brother around.

But his brother is quite naughty nowadays. Maybe because of anxieties. The anxieties of fearing being ignored, being alone, being not loved...

Don't worry, my dear. You and your little brother are daddy and mommy's precious gifts from god. We will always love you =)

With 2 boys around, I'm still not quite adjusted to my time. Haiz, looks like I'll have to postpone my piano lesson till August...

Hopefully, I'll be ready by then. I don't wish to disappoint my piano teacher and I hope I'm ready to take the exam by next year...