Mixed Feeling... =o='

Open an online shop is really not as easy as one thinks it is... Indeed, you can always open a shop online easily, but who's your customers? How to attract potential customers to your shop? How to do business with others? How to compete with others when you happen to sell the same items as them???

=o=".... Thinking of these, make me headache, tired and despair... But, one thing for sure, I cannot give up halfway... Since I had started, I must and I will try to persist till the day I really feel very very tired and cannot move on. Maybe by then, even if I still want to continue but I don't have the energy to do so anymore...

Other than this, yesterday I just quarreled with my sister regarding my daddy and her son... Is money really so important than her own son's future? Is my daddy not worth to visit than her company dinner? We can always earn back the money we lost no matter how hard. How about her son's future? When it is ruined, can anyone turn back the time and save all this disaster? We only have one natural daddy and he's sick, don't know how long can he live. Celebrating his birthday with him, maybe for the last time, is it very hard? Company dinner, every year has. Even if you change company, there will still be there. Some more, from her, it seems like every 3 months got one...

Recently, one of my friend is reported pregnant. I'm actually happy for her but in the other hand, I'm also worried for her... May god bless her and her baby with good health and smooth processes throughout this whole pregnancy period...


One more thing, my brother is leaving soon to Brunei to work. I know he's old enough to take care of himself, but still I will worried since he can't always come back here frequently and maybe it'll take about half year before we can see him again... Take care, brother. If got anything, must contact us... Even got no problem, still must contact us to let us know your situation there...

Sometimes, I really think myself crazy... I am already very busy and occupied with my own things and problems and troubles, why do I still want to bother with other people's affair? Frankly said, that's really none of my business!!! But, conclusion, that's my character... I just can't simply put aside things or problems or troubles that's in front of me and I know it... However, I only care for those around me and I know them... I guess this is how I treat my friends... With sincerity even though will hurt...