Failed... again... =[

Yesterday when I went for piano lessons, I received a very bad news (at least to me, it was)... I failed my theory grade 8 again.... This was the 2nd time. I just can't wonder out where exactly is wrong... Last time at least I got 58 marks and that time I was terribly sick. This time round I only obtained 53 marks with a little flu and discomfort with me?!...

What was wrong actually? Getting older, so when taking exams I had phobia?? Oh no, that can't be and mustn't be... I still have my practical to go for... Only for theory, I already like this, then how am I going to take my practical exams??!!

Haiz, enough of all these... I have to try harder for next round at August... For that, I must pass if not I'm really feeling very... I believed in the whole exam hall, I'm the oldest... Sometimes, really feel very 'pai sei'...

I got lei... But still failed... Maybe not hard enough and not attentive enough... =[